He smiled at me and laughed for the first time in months, this marvelous, special child who is so innocent yet so troubled and stricken. We learned together about each other, and fear and anxiety from being in battle with his mind, and his innocent soul, melted away into joy and love. Today is a... Continue Reading →
Going back to work after a breakdown is the worst. Everyone cheers you on, and slaps you on the back, and says "I'm SO glad you're OK now....like you were cured of leprosy of something. They then begin walking around treating you like you were made of lace or china and keep you at arms... Continue Reading →
"Enough Dammit!" I finally say; after days upon DAYS of worry and doubt and anxiety-- Tomorrow I return to teach the Special friends I instruct each day -- and I do so with my whole heart exposed, as I am physically and mentally now, to so much; not only with risk of infection, and with... Continue Reading →
Today I wake early..as in most… Blearily, I struggle out to take up coffee and a lance that has seen it’s days… Oh, how it has seen it’s days. I carry it with me now In ways I can’t say how I manage to lift it And point it At windmills. It’s weight is heavy... Continue Reading →
